These hard times

I don't know if there's something to say.
I guess I've already said everything.

It hurts.
I feel betrayed.
I'm sad.
Can't breathe.
Can't feel.
Don't have a home anymore.
And that I miss you.

I've lost so much,
And gained nothing.
And it hurts even more when I know that there's nothing I can do about it.
Helpless,
Hopeless.

Nothing makes it better.
But nothing makes it worse either.
You can cry your eyes out, it won't help but it won't make it worse.
You can't do anything right,
Everythings wrong.
And that's just the way things are.
And you can't do anything about it.

I really feel,
Hopeless and helpless.

My heart was a house but now it's broken.