My heart is down the drain

My heart is heavy.
Everything is heavy.
I have ideas, but no energy or real passion to take them on.
I'm a real downer right now.
Dreaming of something better but not doing anything at all,
I can't even get my self dressed or wash the dishes,
How then will I be able to buy curtains, flowers, meet friends, laugh and have fun?
No thanks,
Today I'm digging my own hole to lie in for a while.
Bye.