Like Suicide

I can't really figure this self hating thing out,
I mean, all these pictures just makes me stop and stare, I think I could stare at them forever and ever, that girl can't be me, it has to be someone else, someone beautiful,
Amazingly lovable exquisite beautiful.
How can that be?
All this self hatred, and some pictures just stun me.
Well my eyes is a favorite part of me, it's not like any of these pictures is in full figure.
But still, that girl in the pictures, that isn't me!
And I don't know who she is!
But I'd like to find out.