Gryningspyromanen

I don't really know what to say.
Or what to do.
I just now that I want to get away from here.
To get away from everything.
Att bara få vara någonstans där jag inte måste göra någonting.
Jag vill komma bort.
Gömma mig ifrån verkligenheten och helst aldrig igen komma fram.
But I can't
If I could I would just take a bag and go, now, right fucking now.
But I have my beloved cats, and tomorrow I'm helping out at Gbg hardcore fest and on Sunday I'm working and on Tuesday I have an interview and still after all that I'll still have my cats.
But maybe it can be fixed someway, if I still feel like this later on, I probably will.